And I thought about it and said, yes exactly that!!! So I took a plunge and went out and bought a bikini!!
Never in my whole life have I worn a bikini. I have always been a one piece girl! I am more comfortable that way. But have secretly loved the way they looked and really, really wanted one.
And my excited face!
I got myself a bikini body!!!!!
I put it on and instantly my mind I felt good. I looked at myself in the mirror and didn't pick apart every little thing. I first thought, wow I look pretty darn good and proud of myself.
Now sure I could saw there a lot I want to change but considering how far I have come, this is pretty darn amazing. I would never have dreamed to wear one before and now I did it! And the transformation part is how amazing I feel!!!!
Tears literally welled up in my eyes with happiness because for once I was really loving what I was seeing on the outside. I didn't feel disgusting, I felt really, really good. And it has taken me 4 years to get to this place but I am there.
I'm loving my flaws, working on them to get better but loving where I am at right now!
My advice is go out there, step
Out of the comfort zone and just put it on. Then take a long hard look at yourself and see how beautiful you truly are and how hard you are working!!